Holding My Thoughts Inside ~Reprise~

Alrighty! It's finally here. The post that will bring an end to 3 years worth of questions.

I've been living in the past for far too long. Living in past glories, past failures. Looking at old photos, listening to old songs, thinking about the "what ifs". Enough is enough. It's time I moved on.

A few weeks back, I was so pissed off at myself. Pissed off for being blind and deaf towards God. Pissed off for disappointing others and myself. Pissed off for being pissed off. But don't worry, things are better now.

Last Sunday's service was a wake up call for me. I've been carrying too many baggages with me over the past years and before I knew it, the weight was too much for me to handle. Even though God has commanded me to march forward, I didn't. To be more precise, I couldn't. The baggages were weighing me down to the point where standing was difficult what more taking a step forward. But God, you've made me realised how insignificant these baggages are.

So today, I'm deleting my old photos,
I'm deleting my old songs,
I'm deleting my old emails.

Afterall, there's so much more new photos for me to take, songs to sing and emails to type.

Ok, maybe I won't delete all the photos. I'll keep the ones I could use to blackmail my friends kekekeke

The future is up for the taking and I want it. God, give me the strength to surrender my future and my past to you. I am weak but you are strong. Humble me once again Lord. I can't do this alone but through you, all things are possible. Clean the ashes in my heart and keep the fire burning within me. Thank you, Lord. AMEN!~

I'm thankful for all the people that I've journeyed with. I really am. To prove it, I'm gonna use this space to thank you guys.

SIB Youth, I thank you guys for making my Saturday nights DA BOMB! Mac, if you're reading this, I want to thank you. What you're doing with the Youth is amazing. I believe that many will come to know Christ through you! Keep going strong Mac!

I never said goodbye did I? Hahaha, who knows? I might drop by when I'm back home.

And for all you Zion people, even though it might have been just a short period of time, you guys have taught me so much. I'll do my best not to let you guys down. Special thanks to my cell leaders Francis, Jeremy and Stanley. Also not forgetting my sorta drums mentor Josh. Thanks heaps! I'll definitely carry the "Zion Spirit" with me wherever I go.

Well then, I guess that just leaves those whom I'm journeying with right now. You guys know who you are. There's only so many of you who knows about this blog heheh. Within this short period of time I've learn so much from you guys whether you know it or not. You guys are really an inspiration. So, thanks guys. Here's to a good time ahead no matter how long or how short it may be.

I'm gonna let my memories be memories. It's about time I stop living in the past and embrace the future. Hahaha I feel much better now. I've face myself. The baggages are gone. Hmmmm I guess this brings an end to a chapter in my life. It's been one heck of a ride but it's not over!

It's been a while since I've done this, so brace yourself! Here comes step number three.


Hi, I'm Julian

and I got a haircut.


~ get it? ~

Disappeared

De Xin: JULIAAAAAAAAAAAN! You just disappeared without any farewell party! I've been good haha you? What uni are you in now? And what course?????? My gawsh you literally disappeared!

Julian: I'm good too. Been busy with assignments and exams coming up but I'm coping hahaha I'm in RMIT doing Geomatics(go wiki it)! disappeared? hahaha I do that some times.

I had this conversation with a friend of mine a while back. And I think it's hilarious.

It seems that I'm constantly being pulled out of my comfort zone over and over again. When I've finally settled down and ready to embrace what I have, I'm off to someplace else leaving my new found friends and familiarity behind.

But I guess I'm getting used to it. I've been disappearing ever since I left Lodge at the end of 2006.

Disappearing from Lodge School.
Disappearing from SIB Youth.
Disappearing from Zion Praise Harvest.

Can't say I disappeared from CCGS since I graduated from there. So you could say I have a good three years experience on disappearing.

Coming to Melbourne wasn't difficult for me with bro being here and all. As a matter of fact, ever since bro made the decision to study in Melbourne, I knew that's where I'll be in 5 years time. But what I didn't see coming was mother's plans to put me in Perth. Honestly, I wasn't keen about it at all but I gave in and accepted it as unchangeable.

So, with the mind set of Form 4 being my last year in Lodge, I did my best to enjoy my final year there so that I won't leave behind any regrets. Now, mother has this funny way of pissing me off. At the end of Form 4 she asked me:

"Eh, you sure you want to go to Perth, meh? You can stay for Form 5 you know?"

Sighhhhhhhh

Well, you know the rest of the story. I disappeared to Perth and from there disappeared to Melbourne.

Thinking about it now triggers all sorts of thoughts in my head.

What would it be like if I've stayed for Form 5?
Would I've done well in my SPM?
Would I've shared a closer bond with my Youth group?
Would I've come straight to Melbourne after that?
Would I've studied in Trinity instead of CCGS?
Would I've been in all these pictures?



Would I've..... not disappeared?

The past few posts has just been a giant mess of thoughts and questions. Thoughts and questions which has been weighing me down for quite awhile. Guess I just needed someplace to put them down and get them out of my system.

You guys are probably wondering where I'm heading with all this.

To find out......























~ It's the season finale! ~

Makes Me Wonder

Two week ago at Gloria Jeans, I saw the future.

A group of high school kids were having tea a few tables in front of me and I was just observing them. They were all smiling and chattering away. Suddenly I was overcome by nostalgia for my days in Lodge. See them in their uniforms didn't make things better. It surprises me that even after being aboard for 2 and a half years I would still feel so nostalgic. Ha! I guess I really do miss those days.

Those carefree days not worrying about what's for dinner, when to do your laundry or whether there's any milk in the fridge. Mom had that all covered. Those carefree days talking about videogames and animes. Those carefree days cracking lame jokes with your pals and just goofing around.

I remember when I was in Form 2, I would have this conversation with my good friend Lee everyday after school:

Aron: So, what homework do we have?
Julian: Maths.

And it never fails to crack me up. (It's an inside joke but let's just say it involves sarcasm)

This is where it gets interesting.

I took my eyes off them for a minute and when I looked back, the kids morphed/transformed into a bunch of a-mas! The first thing that ran through my mind was "Woah! I've been to the year 3000!" hahaha what really happen was.....

After the kids left, a group of elderly came and sat at the exact spot where the kids were before. And this got me thinking.

Where would I be 50 years from now?

Would I be sitting in a cafe having coffee with my childhood friends? Taking pictures and joking around like we were in our teens? (That was what the grannies were doing by the way)
Would I be living in Australia or good old Malaysia?
Would I be able to understand chemistry better than I did in high school?
Would I still be playing videogames and watching animes?

Or would I be dead?


I blame Jon.

Honestly, I can't see where I'll be in 50 years. Heck, I'm not even sure where I'll be in 5 years time. And you know what, I'm not worry about it at all.

My future is in God's hands. So does that mean life's gonna be easy?

NOT AT ALL. I think it's actually gonna get harder.

God's gonna throw all sorts of funny things at me. To test me, to break me, to piss me off and to entertain Himself. I always have this fun image in my head where God's looking down at me and just for fun, throws temptation at me. Like some sort of scientific experiment, He will observe my reactions in accordance to the manipulated variables. But that's just how I humour myself.

Yeah, it's gonna be tough. It's definitely gonna be tough. But God keeps his promise,

1 Corinthians 10:13
Good news version

- and He will not allow you to be tested beyond your power to remain firm; at the time you are put to the test, He will give you the strength to endure it, and so provide you with a way out.

Now all that's left is the question of faith. Faith to believe His word, His promise.

So do I have faith in God? All I can say right now is 'Yes'!

But try asking me next time I fail my exams, lose an arm or God-forbid, a family member or friend (there's more than one way to lose a family member or friend, so stop thinking about the worst case scenario, dammit!).

I can only hope my answer would be a yes too. Shouldn't be THAT hard.






















~ So many questions, no answers at all. Aren't you glad life isn't an exam? ~

How To Mend A Broken Heart

Just last year it seems that being in a relationship was the 'in' thing. It was like a plague spreading quicker than Swine Flu! Ex-classmates were holding hands and being lovey dovey with people I hardly knew or never even met. Fresh out of an all-boys school, I felt robbed. What did I missed out on the past two years!? noooooo where has my youth gone to! but now, things have changed.

Recently a friend started a blog after his break-up. He talks about how sad, angry and regretful he feels. Sad? I mean who wouldn't be? And I guess I could understand why he's angry but I won't disclose the reason here. Regretful? Hmmmm now that's an interesting one.

What is it like to be in a regretful relationship?

Regret that you watched The Notebook with her when you wanted to watch Rambo?
Regret that you spent the whole afternoon waiting for her to get her hair and nails done while all your friends were out playing soccer?
Regret that you sold your Playstation because she said gaming was for losers with no life?
Regret that your biological clock's a mess after spending hours on the phone with her every night? (seriously, how is this even possible? The longest I've spent time on the phone with a girl is 3o seconds and a dude, 30 minutes..........uh-oh, this shouldn't be a cause for concern right?)

Yes, in a relationship sacrifices are bound to be made. But to regret it after a relationship is over? Hmmmmm I guess they didn't read the fine prints before signing the contract:

"We are not liable for any broken-hearts, emotional scars, or life-long regrets before or after a relationship. And no, we don't do refunds."

So what are you left with if your source of strength, your motivation, your driving force leaves you? (If that is what you've made your relationship to be).

Is anger, sadness and regret all that's left? If so, I rather be a monk.

But you know what. I believe that after all the sadness, better things are yet to come. Sure it's gonna be tough. Sure it's gonna take time to heal the wounds. But those who are able to pick themselves up again will grow stronger and much more mature. At least that's what I hope for. So hang in there all you broken-hearted people. Better things are yet to come.




















So how do you mend a broken heart?

I have no idea! Afterall, I've never been in a relationship myself and I don't think I'll be in one anytime soon. Maybe when I'm in university. Cause that's where all the smart girls are.

Well if there's one thing that I'm sure of now is this. I can only pray for my broken-hearted friends. Advice? I'm the last person you want dating advice from. But if you need someone to listen, I'm all ears. That's all I'm good for heheh.

I guess it's true when they say most people don't end up marrying their childhood sweethearts.

Sighhhhhh

Love isn't blind. Love blinds.

Not sure what that means but it sound cool.


~ expect more thoughts, more questions and more youth! ~
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Ninja : Hey, genius. You already in uni.
Julian : .........oh.

Holding My Thoughts Inside

There's just soo many things I want to blog about but I'm not sure where to start. So I think I'll just give you guys a sneak peek of what's to come:

~ would you care to listen? ~

5Cs

Chocolate

Chips

Cookies

Cupcakes


and Chupa Chups

~ Life's less serious with Chupa Chups ~

Round & Round

(Refer to previous post.)


Hahahaha just messing with ya!

Took the right tram this time. Just thought it would be funny if I took the wrong tram again.


~ MERRY-go-round ~

The Wheels On The Bus Go.....

My sense of direction (or lack of) never fails to amuse me. After my first paper today, while heading home, I got on the wrong tram. So instead of heading home, I ended up at Federation Square. And that's like at the opposite end of where I'm suppose to be.

This reminded me of the time I was lost went on a little adventure around Perth. I was trying to get to UWA from my school.......


but ended up in Joondalup!


Another story, my friend had the directions to our destination at the ready. Since, he was driving, I did the next best thing.


We ended up at the ocean.


At least we got to enjoy the view of the coastline and we saw some penguins too! Not sure if he was too happy about the fuel though. heheh.... my bad.

Ok, so maybe getting lost in a foreign land is excusable. But to get lost in your very own hometown of 16 years, now that's quite an achievement. Fine, I'm exaggerating a little but Jon's condominium is pretty huge. Even after having been to his place over a dozen times, I never fail to end up at the wrong unit every now and then. Hey, for my defence I must say, Village Grove is a very different place at night. A very different place at night.

So the moral of the story:

Don't go to Village Grove at night.


~ round & round round & round round & round ~

Psychedelic

Exams' in 2 days but my mind's occupied with other things.
Thoughts of greatness, thoughts of " what if ", thoughts of the past, thoughts of the future, thoughts of this and that and who and why and what not.

I feel like I haven't been myself lately. I'm not even sure who the person in my head is anymore. Who are you? Who am I? Or I am just thinking too much I don't think I'm thinking too much.

I don't do, thinking.

What is this annoyance? This mosquito that just won't go away. This itch that just won't stop itching. GAHHHHHHH! I feel so restless.

I'm not stress I don't think I'm stress.

I don't do, stress.

Right now I'm totally discombobulated. I must have hit my head somewhere again.

Nevertheless, I'll be back to blog about these, thoughts, once I've gathered them. It'll probably do me some good.

Dame.

This post is a mess. I'm a mess.

I don't do, mess. Unless it's a beautiful mess.....


I need a break


I need a kit-kat.


~ When Julian starts having monologues out loud, you run! ~

Kaa-san

Mother's gone. Things are much quieter now.
Mother's gone. No one's nagging me anymore.
Mother's gone. My routine's back to normal.
Mother's gone.

How the human mind interpret words and sentences is really interesting. Different individuals interpret certain sentences differently from others. Thus, giving the sentence an entirely new meaning.

Observe.

Blue = original sentence
Yellow = new interpretation

Mother's gone. Things are much quieter now.
Mummy went back to Perth to take care of sis. Now it's rather lonely at home.

Mother's gone. No one's nagging me anymore.
Kel's mom is going back to Kuching to take care of dad after taking care of sis. Now there's no one to point out my faults and remind me of the things which I keep forgetting.

Mother's gone. My routine's back to normal.
Mom took the Star bus to the airport to catch her flight to Perth using the Tiger Airways and will be staying in Perth for a couple of days before flying back to Kuching and probably won't be coming back to Melbourne anytime soon. Time for me to relearn how to cook, clean and wash.

Mother's gone.
Ibu balik kampung.

I'm glad that mother extended her stay here cause she got the opportunity to hear Kel share and to see me play the drums in church. I'm not sure if something shifted or touched her during her time here, but I pray that she will one day get to know you God. It might not be through me, Kel or sis but I pray that mother will be save. The same goes for dad too. I thank you for Aunty Kim and all the other aunties which welcomed and probably did a better job entertaining her than I did. God I pray that you will continue watching over my parents. Keep them safe and bless them with the best of health. Thank you, Lord. AMEN!~


So, how are things now that mother's gone?

Things are much quieter. No one's nagging me. Routine's back to normal.


~ Nothing beats home-cooked food ~

A Walk In Andante

Walking to uni is probably something most of us dread.

Walking towards our next assignment.
Walking towards our next practical.
Walking towards the idiot sitting next to you. (not that you have a choice)

Such is uni life.

However, it is those moments, those 15 minutes, which I cherish the most.

Walking.

Walking to and fro RMIT is something you could call Julian's 'me time'.

Walking down the almost empty street of Cardigan and breathing in the cold morning air helps me to relax and take my mind off things. Things that are weighing me down. Things that I am uncertain of. And yea, things.

You could also call it Julian's 'quiet time'. (cause I'm not fan of reading)

Humming songs of praise and just talking to God. Giving thanks for all the little things and just enjoying the moment.

Walking.

I love it! hahaha oh how I find joy in the simplest of the things.

As much as I enjoy walking alone it's always nice to have someone to walk with. Be it a company of two, three or just one. Preferably someone with the same tempo though. heheh.

At times I may be irresponsive or not in the mood for a chat while walking but it's not because I'm deep in thought. No sir, it definitely not because I'm deep in thought.

It's because I'm enjoying the moment. The company. The walk.

A Walk In Andante.

I guess that's something for me to look forward to next semester. With exams just around the corner, it's time for me to shift my tempo from andante to allegro.

All the best for your studies and remember, you're not walking alone.


I'm not walking alone.


~ and I'm not a Liverpool fan ~

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Got to know a Korean guy at Breakdance today. He's in RMIT too. A pretty nice guy and a great b-boy. Gonna have to stop breakdance for a while. Oh wells, it's only for two weeks.


~ Peace out ~

IT'S BACK!

~ "To Infinity and Beyond!" ~

Be Kind, Rewind

Breathe, Relax

Breathe, relax
There's no rush
Breathe, relax
Enjoy the moment
Breathe, relax
As brief as it is
Breathe, relax.


Copyright by Blind Romance. All rights reserved. Reproduced with permission.

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Alrighty! It's been awhile since I've written a proper post. This one's pretty long but let's pause for a moment and rewind to two weeks ago, shall we?

*Pause* *Rewind* *Play*
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Two weeks earlier

Sunday
3 more weeks to exams. Hmmm, gonna have to worry about my assignments first. Let's see, 2 big assignments due by Friday and 3 the following week. I think I can manage.

So here's the plan:
church, lunch, library

simple, effective and produc - "Hey, Julian! Wanna go watch Star Trek!?"

-tive.......

Attempt to Study 1 FAIL!


(Star Trek is awesome. A stellar cast indeed. Sylar ftw, oops I meant Spock ftw!)
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Last week

Monday
And the forecast is sunny all week =)

*Pause*

Who ever said that the weather in Melbourne is depressing must be some kid from Kuching who is an ex-Lodgian currently studying Architecture in Curtin, Perth with bad taste in music, a funny hair-do, a green Tweety T-shirt and a barbie doll named, Jennifer.


I'm not pointing any fingers.

*Play*

2 new assignments due next week. 2 + 3 = 5.

No problemo~

Thursday
The melody has been fine tuned, an apocalyptic image has been envisioned. Hmmm, gonna need to polish up on that some more.

Sunday again
Early start. Drumming on a Sunday morning is something I look forward to, always. To be able to worship and praise God side-by-side with a bunch of friends - love it!

2 more weeks to exams. But before that, assignments.

The plan?
Study party with Mr Lawrence, Boo and Kiss kiss Lau.

Was it productive?



It sure was ;P (cerdits to Ian for putting the video together)

Attempt to study 2 PASSED!

*Pause*

I'm not kidding you. It seriously was productive. Maybe for my standards anyways hahahaXD
The down side, my mouth felt funny after having all those snacks.

*Play*
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4 days ago

1st day of the last week
And the forecast is cold and rainy.

*Pause*

Fine, the weather isn't good all year round but Melbourne still rocks!

*Play*
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2 days ago

3rd day of the last week
4 down, just 1 assignment left.

This is a long one. Since I've got a day off tomorrow, why not do an all-nighter? And so the clock ticks.

between the 3rd day and yesterday
Decided to watch the Man U and Barcelona match. Might as well since I was still up. Assignment, 50% done. Now to talk about soccer.

Barcelona won 2 - 0.

The highlights includes:

Park Ji Sung's front flip


Messi's header


and Puyol vs the entire Man U team


What a sad guy. But he won in the end.
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Yesterday

After 4 hours of sleep, it's back to the assignment. 14.5 hours and 350 songs later, it is finished.

Time commence: 12pm
Time end: 2.30am

Had the opportunity to take a break in between for housechurch.
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Final Day of the Semester

14 hours ago
The sun's up, that's good =)
Had some technical difficulties printing out my assignment but it all worked out in the end.

7 hours ago
Handed it the last of my assignments this sem! Woo-hoo! Gotta love that feeling~

What I saw at Melbourne Central:


24.06.09. definitely something to look forward to after exams.

Well, with assignments out of the way, it's time to study. But before that, a nice refreshing sleep~

Over and out.

*Stop*


~ and so, time move onwards ~

Make Or Break

BIG week ahead! 5 assignments due and a test.

2 and a half down, 2 and a half more to go.

Thanks for illustrator, Greg! You're a real life-saver!

Let's continue inspiring and cheering each other on.
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UPDATE! Wed, May 27, 2009

4 down, 1 to go!

Don't slow down now. Sleep can wait. Probably. XD

at 1:50 AM
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I'm going for broke.


~ Don't let your guard down and move on! ~

The Forecast

The sun's up, the sky's blue and the breeze is cool.

Nothing beats having the sun's warmth on your back and a cool breeze blowing gently against your face.

Bliss.

Came home from uni just to have an argument with mum about honey. How sweet~

The weather's beautiful. Things are normal. Life is good.


~ Thinking out loud ~

Meri Kurisumasu~

Kotaro Oshio's interpretation and arrangement of "Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence".



This song was originally a piano piece composed by Ryuichi Sakamoto for a movie of the same title.

It's definitely worth listening to. So go and listen to it now and be awe by its awesomeness!


~ Happy Birthday, Lawrence ~

Blind Romance

What is this feeling inside?
Oh how mysterious its power is
Surrounding me, consuming me

Formless, intangible
Like an unstructured poetry
Read only in a peculiar manner

Crossed-arm, clenched-fist and closed eyes
The heart beats, to a rhythm unknown
As the mind wonder, wonders

What is this feeling inside?
Oh so violent, yet so soothing
Questioning me, baffling me

Formless, intangible
Unlike the letters, written by you
Echoes love love love

Love, patient and kind
Love, selfless and true
Love, eternal and blind

Love is this feeling inside

Love.


Copyright by Blind Romance. All rights reserved. Reproduced with permission.

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First time penning a poetry and I gotta say, it's pretty fun. Feel free to interpret it how ever you like!

Oh, and some feedback would be awesome. Cheers~

My inspiration?


Cadbury.


~ Inspiration comes in all shapes and sizes, shades and spices! ~

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EDIT:

Whoa so cool! If you put the title of this post together with the previous one, you'll get...

"I am Blind Romance".

hahaha A-W-E-SOME!!

I Am

Yesterday's service helped me to realized a few things.

All my life I've been living in the shadow of my brother.
In the shadow of his achievements,
In the shadow of his accomplishments,
In the shadow of his successes.

Was I jealous? envious?

No. I admire my brother and I still do.

Strange, even though I wasn't jealous, I felt bitter.

My brother, whether he knows it or not, has been a major influence in my life. Since young I've been striving to be just like him. Listening to the same music, having the same wardrobe, sharing the same opinions. As I grew older, I began to develop my own identity and opinions. However, I was still living in his shadow.

I was still "Kelvin Tay's brother".

I was just "Kelvin Tay's brother".

And you know what the funny thing is?

I am "Kelvin Tay's brother".

I guess that's why I felt so bitter. It's because my identity has been "overshadowed" by someone else and has been reduced to something I find to be lesser.

Despite all that I have said, I believe that God has created each and everyone of us to be unique and special. He has blessed us with different talents and characteristics. He has given all of us a name of our own.

So for those of you who are jealous,
So for those of you who feel bitter,
So for those of you who are able to related with me,
lemme tell you a little secret.

You are special.

and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. God loves you the way you are and that's all that matters.

heheh, pretty heavy stuff no?

There are still some other things that I've come to realized but I'll have to save that for a later time.

Well then, I guess this is step number two!

Hi, I'm Julian


and I'm Kel's bro.

~ I surrender this bitterness to you God. AMEN! ~

Simple Kind of Lovely

Slack, Soccer, Shopping and Surprise.

Slack, was my week. Study wise that is. It's been quite awhile since I got the chance to just unwind and do things that I enjoy doing and wanted to do for a while now. So the things I did?

Breakdance, jammed, fellowship and steal things (no, I'm just kidding).

It was great being able to catch up with some friends at breakdance and just pop, lock and drop it, yo! Although it was pretty tiring, I had fun. By the way, my instructor's name is D-Flex. How cool is that? I should probably get a B-boy name too.

Hmmm maybe something like J-dog or Jul.i.an. No you say? haha guess not.

On Wednesday night, met up with a couple of friends for dinner and worship at our secret base - ment. Thanks for the invite Chris and hope we get to do it more often! Oh, and the pasta was al dente.

Housechurch was on the following night. Pretty relaxing and chilled after a long day of looking at trees, powerpoles, land and more trees. Yes, looking at trees is a vital part of my course (no kidding). After housechurch we had a mini-jamming session!

I'll add the video of it later. Internet is crappy right now.

Edit:
Wee ~ finally up! Don't mind the horrible scat-singing and video quality :P

I find it amusing how comfortable I am at being a goof. Hmmm that's a thought for another day.

After five days of goofing around, it's today. Played soccer in the morning, had ice-chocolate, owned Winston's high score on Chris' phone (yes Wince, you have a new challenger! plus Ann that makes two), had ramen for lunch, bumped into some zombies, bought party stuffs for church tomorrow, collected newspapers, when bongo hunting (unfortunately the Music Swap Shop was closed by the time we got there) and now, I'm updating my blog.


Yup, it's been an eventful day. And just to make today a little more interesting was a little surprise.

.

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.

.

I have white hair.....*sulks*

Oh yea, and Kel's mother is coming to Melbourne. In 2 hours.

~ First time writing a post like this and I gotta say, it feels pretty feminine ~

Mayday

Exam timetables are out!

Which means exam's in a month time.

Which means no more lazy afternoons.

Which means quality time with Survey, Carto, Maths and Sci Comm.

Which means sleepless nights.

Which means HDssss babeh!



....I wish.

Feeling blue? Here's a video to cheer you up!



~ HDssss? Hey, it could happen. Could. ~